It’s been a while since we spoke.I’d nearly convinced myself you’d croak.But here we sit,Surrounded by shit,And a fire I feel I must stoke. It’s a backwards flame.It’s wrong to call it that name.It’s a loathsome thing,With a familiar sting,That always feels like shame. Burdensome is my chest, pulling against my face.Straining against expression, I […]
I hate the me in them.
I do not sleep, for I am not tired. My causation could never be so simple. As if it were my basest drive to defy Occam. I am angry. Disgusted, even. Bewildered by a nature I’ve grown to know though never fully understood. Naivety gave me false insight upon its grey, looming gate, its burning […]
I resent that I relent to ponder
Tonight I cannot sleep. This is not some mighty cause however, not some last second mistake that I must sacrifice slumber to amend. This is that drowning lowness that creeps in my chest and behind my heart. This is that unstable drive that threatens to uproot the entirety of society, a remorseless power that only […]
I’m stricken with a terrible indecisiveness.
That’s Ironic
Once again I find myself in this hole
“My eyes close but they still see “
“I need no reminding of the cruel and depressing fact that I am alone.”
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